current obsessions

hockey..

i have recently gotten into hockey and i can't get enough.

its such an intense sport, i get exhausted just watching it. hockey is the only time i love to watch fights!

and hockey players are just flat out sexy, with or without teeth :)

grizzly games are fun, but i wanna go to a real nhl game, preferably a capitals home game so when

they score i can hear their victory song play really loud. it would be so awesome!

speaking of the capitals, they just won which is great and i just gotta say, i love alexander ovechkin.

i also found another lover today, mike green. he is soo hot!

lauren alaina from american idol..

she has such a good voice! i hope she wins american idol this season.

it was up to her or pia for me, but now that pia is gone, shes going to win.

she is so pretty and always looks adorable and her hair.. its official im copying her hair

lastly, this obsession doesn't even need words. 

enjoy this eye-candy for yourselves.

pictures from google images :)

friends

i have some pretty good friends in my life. let me tell you about them.

this past weekend i went to cedar city with ciera and stayed with katherine and stephanie and it was an absolute blast!! all i can say, is its just what the doctor ordered and i'm soo soo glad i went! 

our weekend consisted of: late night chats, traditional wingers run in stg, softball games, football game, picnic and sitting out in the sun for too long, laughing at katherine hahha, laughing a ton in general, close call with the cops, ciera puking, and the funnest dance party i have been to in a while!

 kinda makes me wanna live in a small college town :)

big shout out to steph, kaffrine, amie and ciera - thanks for a lovely weekend ladies!

song of the weekend: DONK by soulja boy - so great

also, my friend robby got home from his mish last week and we finally hung out last

night and let me just tell you, i have never laughed that hard in my whole life.

he is the funniest person i have ever met. even tho he's a little more mellow and mature now (haha) 

he still has the funniest sense of humor ever and i could talk to him for days without getting bored

(bad quality, but funnest dance of high school for sure!)

and last but not least, my bffs dylan and mary

i freaking love dylan. we met when i was living in provo, and my first impression was 

not a good one haha but somehow we became reallly close and he has been there

for me whenever i need to talk. hes the bees knees.

and Mary-freakin-Ann. where do i even begin?! she was my roommate in

provo and we instantly clicked. its almost creepy how much we are really alike. we have both dated, well mary married, guys that are named zach and they have the exact same birthday! what are the odds?! and we both love diet coke and chips and salsa and have the same sense of humor. 

we have the best times together, and just get each other on a different level than anyone else. 

its crazy i have only known her for 3 years, feels like we have been friends my whole life!

 she is the best the best listener, advice giver and is just such a good friend! 

i'm sad she lives far away now, but i know we are friends for life and are gonna be neighbors when

we have families so our kids can be bffs too!

there are many others out there that have been great friends to me too,

so cheers to all ma peeps out therre! 

life is good when you have good friends.

peace n blessing ya'll

facebook

i have officially deleted my facebook account. i never thought this day would come.

i know that facebook is like the only way people keep in touch lately,

but all i do on it is stalk people and its really not healthy haha

i can't stand the fact that i look at the same peoples page over and over

and i really can't stand obsessing about one person in particular.

i can't take it. i am done with it.

and i also hate the fact that i try to make myself look cool or do put things up on facebeook

so that the world knows what im doing and that someone might see it.

truth be told, nobody honestly cares what im doing and if they did, we would

have a real life friendship. not a stupid internet one.

right now, i am going to live my life for me and not worry about what the facebook world

thinks of me.

maybe when school starts up again in the fall i will rejoin (but probably sooner lol), 

but for now i just gotta do me.

i gotta live my life so that i am happy and im pretty sure good things will come from it!

 so for now, this is goodbye to the facebook world. i know your not gonna miss me :)

yes martin solveig is my new favorite. obsessed with him and love how he knows how to 

sing my sad feelings in a happy way... if that makes sense.

fight. for. your. life.

ok its official. i am signing up at a boxing gym on wednesday.

i have always wanted to try boxing. and then this season on the biggest loser they have

new trainers, kara and brett, they are like obsessed with boxing. 

and it has inspired me to box haha not competition or anything, just a work out.

i have been doing my research and found a few gyms around here 

but the one i have decided on thats the cheapest is called fight for your life gym downtownish.

i am realllly excited!

(me in a few weeks..... haha i wish but she looks badass)

i have also been looking into esthetician school to go to in the fall because i am

seriously done with slcc for a while. i mean i can always go back, but for now its not

exactly my cup of tea. i know its so cliche for girls to go to beauty school, 

but it really has interested me recently. as gross as this sounds, i love popping zits and 

getting paid to pop zits, and help people have perfect skin and feel good
about themselves sounds good to me. and i can still work in a dr's office so it all just 
feels right. so i'm going for it.

anyways, i still have my downs, but for right now life is looking up and i am 

really excited for my future!

ps. this is my theme song right now. it just makes me genuinely happy.

martin solveig might be my new fav.

and this video is awesome too!

CAN

this week has started out pretty rough for me.

i have been thinking about my life a lot and what i want out of it.

i've definitely been in need of a little pick-me-up and came home today to find this

poem my moms great-grandmother wrote. usually, quotes and inspirational thoughts don't 

do anything for me. but this one was just what i needed to read...

"I removed the 'T' from can't today,

How I wish I had done it before.

I buried it deep in an ocean of love,

It doesn't exist anymore.

And can is the word that remains in its stead,

What a spirit of conquest is there.

What courage I've found, what freedom and peace,

Abundance and happiness rare.

For 'T' stood for trouble and troubles galore,

For terror and tyrannous power.

And tears, weary tears, and tidings of woe

And tiresome tasks every hour.

And now they have vanished, I buried that 'T'

It dissolved in the ocean of love.

For I CAN and I AM and I WILL and I DO,

I can see the skies clear above.

Oh, I know I have troubles, real problems to solve.

But I follow a rule and a plan.

And the rule always proves and the plan always works

For I AM and I WILL and I CAN."

isn't that so inspiring? and to think those are her own words,

wrote in her own personal journal. i haven't met her, 

but she knew exactly what i needed to hear.

thanks great great (?) grandma monson.

your words have inspired me today.

Photo cred, wehearit.com